Today was my birthday. It sucked. I had to work all day. This whole weekend has been awful. I got blamed for the new girl at work quitting. No one gives a shit about me. No one stands up for me. I have to defend myself against everything and when I do, I get called a bitch for it. I work hard at my job but everyone treats me like im the worst when they know im not! My boss (who is a guy that I have developed a huge crush on), he tells me not to listen to what they say but…its hard not to. He is the only thing good about this place. On top of all that, the store was out of my favourite chicken and rice frozen meal thing so that really sucked. I busted my knee at work on friday and it still hurts. Bending it causes so much pain. And im on my period. My fucking period right on my birthday. Why…why? Because something out there wants me to suffer….
I’ve had enough of life…bye.
Been meaning to post this for a little while but I’ve been so busy with work. Here’s a little shot of some Cedric/Baileywick action. Honestly when I first saw this scene, Cedwick was my first thought! And it just conjured so many images of Cedric protecting him from stuff.
Imagine your icon gets drunk and unleashes a secret inner talent as a super fantastic strip dancer
Cedric….I’m blushing. Gosh……pole dancing…sexy underwear…..oh my!
So I watched the new episode today. I loved it of course! Not gonna post any spoilers (aside from the above picture) but it was an awesome episode! This show just keeps getting better and I’ll say that with every new episode!
Cedric, baby, my heart can’t take it. Why you gotta be so perfect and not real? ;w;
Imagine your icon vandalizing your house, and when you see them, they make their current expression.
I wouldn’t even be mad. I couldn’t be. I’m just imagining Cedric waving his wand around and turning over couches and making words appear on the walls “Cedric was here” and just creating a huge mess and then I come home and walk through the front door and he turns and looks at me and makes that face and then poofs away. Pretty sure I wouldn’t even clean anything up, I’d take out my phone and make a post about it on here xD
I dont think I will ever understand you….we have a complicated relationship then we “break up” but we remain friends while I spend a very long time (5 years) trying to get rid of my feelings for you. Then the friendship starts to get distant after I get a new job in december 2013 and we are on different schedules and you are seeing someone else. I still try to keep it alive because you are my best friend but then you just stop replying to me. So Im like ok whatever and I stop trying and I move on with my life. 5 months later, you message me saying you still consider me a close friend and we talk a bit but then things go silent and once again I shake my head and move on. Then a few weeks later you message me saying you will be in my state in a couple weeks….and im just at the point where im like ok? So? Am I supposed to be excited about that after you ignore me for so long? Am I supposed to jump for joy even though Im not the reason you are going to be here and we wont even meet up or anything? And then a few days after that, present day, you tell me that you arent gonna come cuz there are some complications. Like…Im a nice person and forgiving but…how can you expect me to worry about what is going on with you when you dont even seem to care about keeping this friendship alive? I mean can you even consider someone you dont talk to for 5 months a friend? Especially when they ignore your texts? Idk. This is why I wont get involved with people